So I started this story when I was 15 and despite any issues, I'm honestly just proud of myself for finishing it, which as you can tell by my many "In progress" works and my 2 one-shots, is quite difficult for me. At the same time I absolutely adore this story and I fully intend to go through and edit it until I love it even more and feel it is something hopefully you wonderful people out there might be willing to buy off one of those self-publishing websites.
Also, I want to explain something. I am a Christian and yes, it is possible to love slash and Jesus at the same time, but when I started the story I was in a difficult place in my faith and I was trying to find a way to incorporate my beliefs in a higher all-powerful being while maintaining the fantasy aspect. That is why, at the end, Sebastian meets "Iehova" who then fixes everything. I had someone call this a cop-out, a "Deus ex Machina" and I have to admit, I was quite offended because they explained this to be a fictional plot device that couldn't possibly ever exist, when I do believe there is a being capable of what I described.
That said, if you have any comments of any kind, how you felt about the story, your opinion on anything I've said, things you feel I could improve on, please e-mail me or something. On the contact pasge, you have my e-mail address, my AIM name, and my LJ account, so please, hit me up.
Right now my intent is to go back, explain some things better, develop Sebastian as a more likable character, develop the connection between him and Gaerin better, and mainly just PACE it better. The story was written over a span of like 7 years. Cut me some slack, ya know?
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE e-mail me!!!!